Monday, 1 September 2014

# My Little Bird #



Heyy gaiss. Pt3 is around the corner ! and I'm here to talk about my little bird . No , nothing about exam in this entry . Hanya pasal dia . 

Dear,
My little bird . Seems like you've found your new 'someone' . Well, thanks for sharing nothing to me about her. But, of course thanks for the clues. Even, hanya melalui facebook and twitter. I thought that I will be the first person to know about this. But, yelah . Kita berlainan gender. Bukan senang nak luah semua. Aku faham and I respect that dear. Kau juga manusia. Perlu privasi . Don't worry I get it. She's cute by the way :')

Dear,
Did you know the main reason I write this entry? Because I can feel it. That jealousy. The jealousy that I can no more deny. I felt angry when you no longer text me, call me, or even ws me like we did before. I throw that anger away cause I don't wanna mess this up. You felt angry and jealous, you said. So why can't I?   Is it wrong for me to feel the same to you?  Explain please. 

Dear,
Our first meet is beyond expectation. Never thought that place would be my favourite place for years. That place will automatically reminds me of you. Our first met. I can still remember your face when I glanced through your face for the first time. I remember it clearly. I can't do anything to stop the cliche fight. The fight for ego or can I say, the fight to win you. Well, I don't really fight for you. It just happened in the blink of an eye! 

Dear, 
Is it wrong to feel the happiness you brought along? Yes, I'm so grateful to have you in my life. I believe that you're the promise of happiness. The promise of living life. I always pray to Allah for a long lasting relationship. 'I don't want you to be a promise destroyer' is just another reason. The truth is, I don't wanna let you go darl. After all these times, I won't. I miss you. I may not often say this to you. But I do. I really do.

Dear you,
I realize this time, we'll fade. That moments will one day be forgotten. I realize your freedom you're chasing for. The love you're craving. Deep inside my heart, it hurts. However, I don't mind if you forgot about me when you're too busy and happy with that new 'someone' . As long we are bound in the name of  bro and sis. I don't mind if you forgot about me. Just promise me that you will find me when things get rough. I will always be there for you, dear . Always. Hold my words. 


With love,
HEART

To you,
MY LITTLE BIRD










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